Looking for God
I am from Iran. I have recently finished your book, How to know God. It was exactly what I needed to know in this period of my life. I enjoyed it extremely. I have many questions but please let me to ask a few.
When I wanted to understand in which level of knowing God I am, I saw that I have some experiences from different levels. I have lived some of those levels completely and for some I have different experiences. It’s 5 years I practice TM and I have experienced happiness in silence; I saw once my soul getting up from my body; I always see dreams where I have consciousness at the time of seeing dreams, sometimes I discover an answer to my questions in my dream, sometimes a poem comes which I try to memorize it in order to note it in the morning when I wake up; when I am still in my dream and consciously follow it, I try to get the information from where it is coming, I concentrate on them to memorize or follow the story but little by little they mostly disappear , I don’t have control on them. I sometimes experience extreme happiness and joy in my dreams, I realize I am sleeping and when I wake up I can see my body is full of joy and happiness, for no reason, this is marvelous. I have many experiences belong to different levels according to your book but never any of those miracles you mentioned in your book happened to me.
I am very happy in my life just I have some health problems, which for them I am working on my thoughts. I am sure that God is watching me and I just listen to my heart when I want to make any decision because I am sure it is God talking to me, I have never been regretted for those decisions I have made although at the time of making decisions I sometimes didn’t listen to my logic and reasons, but experience proved me to trust on that sound in my heart. I reach most of the things I wish in my life so easily.
I would like to know in which level of those seven I am placed, although this expression might not be really true!!/ I would like to know if for passing each level I must do one of those miracles?/ In last level, is it optimal to see the light, on the other hand is it possible to choose in which forms things to be seen?/ Is it correct that I am trying to reach enlightenment or doing miracle? / How long may it takes for me this way? Could you introduce me a very holy person in India I wish to meet them in order to find consciousness, to grow in God and discover myself more effectively? This is my goal in my life… Please help me in this way.