Feeling Unconnected

I have been dealing with anxiety and worry my whole adult life. While I have been “working” on this for nearly two decades…reading, trying to understand myself better, making life changes that are more in line with my purpose…still, at 45, I feel the pang of anxiety, restlessness, boredom and insecurity in my heart. I know I am blessed in so many ways. But I simply cannot feel the blessings…or somehow “know” that I can trust myself to make the right choices. I hope this makes sense…I guess I feel disconnected and want desperately to “feel” my worth and connection to the world around me.