I have had many surgeries but always knew that I was going to have them. I would dream that something was wrong and with my body and it would happen. Why does this happen? I am 37, years old and I need to start working and finish school but somehow I do not think like most people. When I go out into the world I feel people’s energy. I am exhausted at the end of the day. I have always known what was wrong with my animals before the doctor. But people always think I am crazy. I am starting to think I am crazy.