RESTLESS SEEKING

Occasionally, as I am now, I go through periods of what seem to me as great restlessness. Lately, I have had vivid dreams within which the messages repeat themselves. I am “antsy” and feel I am searching for something that is just beyond my reach. All I yearn for is to go “deeper and higher” in my spiritual practice. Could you please shed your light on this?
Also, do you have a book to on SynchroDestiny? (I was blessed to see you in Santa Rosa, CA, several years ago with my son and I heard Don Miguel in person, in AZ, many years ago)