Waiting for Direction

In my desire for inner peace I started my spiritual journey six years ago. There have been many lessons learned along the way from recognizing living a haphazard life, to behaviors of childhood conditioning, learning to let go of what no longer serves me, toxic energy and how to avoid. Many of the choices I made in the past now I understand were unconscious from not living in the present. Now on this journey of life I am still seeking my destiny. I am out of work and not sure what I want to do, I keep asking but nothing comes. I understand that if I do not get a job potentially I will become a burden to my family. I am questioning whether this is fear of not moving forward or caution to bring what will benefit my life. I have taken steps to prepare to get a job applying to all the modern day practices needed to stand out and be noticed. I just have not presented myself to any companies…..it seems to be a block in my energy to take such a step. Do you have any suggestions that may help me see what I am not seeing as of yet? Thank you for your help!