I know everything is always as it should be and perfect in every moment when we are aware etc. I help many people to discover their hearts desire and ‘dharma’ so to speak but yet for myself i am on a secret self-destructive path that i just can’t seem to stop and its silly because i know my soul chose to come here but it surely wasn’t to help others while slowly killing myself in secret with eating problems etc! I have had bulimic behaviour for past 10 yrs. and it’s like a shield for me when it all gets too much i just don’t know how to stop. I know my heart won’t last much longer physically if i keep it up but the weird part is a part of me doesn’t care it’s like i want to go back to wherever i came from. I used to sing, dance, act, travel, and had all this dreams to make inspirational movies, books, music and run retreats and have a huge vegetarian restaurant world music cafe filled with arts, creativity etc! but now i feel nothing. i don’t see anything for me to visualise or do. I don’t feel an inner nudge or pull in any direction and its weird for me as i have always listened closely to my intuition but now i feel nothing. I just don’t want to be here. its like I’ve given up. I just don’t know what to do as there is so many things i could do but don’t know where to start and don’t know how to make myself do it. Also do you think it’s necessary to leave the environment/town that brings up a lot of past hurt and memories so that maybe will help? To start again and be free? Even though i know and understand the saying ‘wherever you go there you are!’ I just mean is it easier if you are physically not in the environment that triggers past memories etc?
Forbes: Enlightened Leadership
In the aftermath of a global recession and extreme political unrest, renowned author and teacher Deepak Chopra, M.D., believes it’s time for a different kind of leadership. For almost 10 years, Chopra has been teaching a course on “enlightened leadership” at Northwestern University’s Kellogg School of Management and to business leaders like those at Ernst & Young, Pepsi and Cisco. Now he has distilled his philosophy into a new book, The Soul of Leadership. Read more: Forbes
Daily Inspiration
Take responsibility for what you feel. Don’t project onto others, blame them, or take your negativity out on them. – SOL
The Soul of Leadership: Unlocking Your Potential for Greatness
ABC News: Money Matters
ABC News Money Matters hosts Deepak who shares on becoming a True Leader based on his new book, The Soul of Leadership.
Sinus Pain in Meditation
I’ve been meditating for about 5 years. At the beginning of my meditation sessions I experience a pain in my sinus area, similar to the pain experienced when water is breathed in through the nose by accident. This pain was more intense for the first few years of meditating but has become almost non-existent now, except for the occasions I have let things get in the way and have not meditated for a few days or so. Now the feeling is not so much a pain as just sort of an opening up or a flow of energy through that area. Do you have any insight/opinions on what this could be?