I want to know my past birth and I think about it all the time, I do not feel at peace until I am able to find it out. Is it possible by doing meditation? This is because there was a lot of karmic debt payment for me in this lifetime and I go crazy thinking why such a thing is happening to me, precisely related to hurt inflicted by someone I love, although this person was not even consciously aware or for that matter even I did not know that I actually love him when I would rather ignore him but he would wait for me when I was not even aware. A series of situations happened which left me completely helpless and I could make nothing out of my life.

I’m curious about how intention works in regards to relationships. Can my intention for my son to be better behaved or for my boyfriend and I to have more intimacy be done through non local interference? Can I have intentions to free others from addictions or for them to be more spiritually enlightened? I want to understand to what degree I am responsible for my own life and to what degree my intentions can make big differences in other people’s lives since we are really only one. Thanks!