I have a question about how to balance worldliness and holiness in life. As a citizen, I believe we all have some responsibilities to follow and catch up with what is going on through the media. On some occasions, I think it is appropriate to participate in social action as many spiritual leaders have done. Yet, from another perspective, it is all done beautifully, according to universal law, without me participating, even the hellish experiences for growth. What should we do? How we make decisions? I think not making a decision is also a form of decision.

I am a bit concerned about the effects of kundalini rising. I know very little about kundalini, yet self-knowledge has brought about a recent, radical fundamental shift in my consciousness accompanied with some physical discomfort. I’ve noticed a stiffness in the neck, back aches, and crawling skin particularly in the back, head and hands. Is this normal and are there any dangers? My own research has turned up little and I don’t have much confidence in those sources.

Trust… I can’t find it, even with God. I get so far and then doubt whispers in my ear and before you know it I pull back. Where do I begin?

A reverend at my church stated “Our purpose is to discover our purpose.” How do we discover our purpose? Does anyone ever know what it is in this lifetime?

I have been meditating for quite a while using Primordial Sound Meditation, although not as regularly as I want to. One of my desires is to get rid of anger in myself which I have noticed in myself lately and people close to me have noticed too. It seems the day I meditate I tend to get more angry. I am wondering whether I should continue meditation or change my mantra. However, on the flip side I feel meditation has helped me in other things.