I have been detached from everything around me. If I have money I spend it and if I don’t have it, I don’t miss it. There’s nothing that I miss. It’s fine as long as material things are concerned, but when it comes to people around me, I feel something is wrong with me. I find it very easy to give up people and have accepted death of near ones very easily, without crying. On watching a few movies, however, I cry a little. Sometimes I feel I don’t love anyone and whatever I do for others is out of duty for them. Sometimes I feel I internalize my feelings and put a mental block on them so much so that I rarely miss the people who are not there. Can meditation help me get over my feeling of guilt at not being so worldly attached to those who love me? Is there some goal I must set for myself during meditation? Please help me.

Lately, my past has been coming back to haunt me. I feel trapped in the past and feel as if it is holding me back from my future. How can I let go of the pain and guilt I feel? Every time I move forward with my life, something from my past intervenes; either an experience and/or thought, that makes me feel like a helpless and disgusted. It is very infuriating and terrible to relive.

What advice would you recommend?

In using the spiritual law of intention and desire, I find that so many of my desires are so wonderfully answered, except for the most important to me. While synchronicity dances around me all the time, the one thing I long for eludes me causing much pain. I was wondering why some things come while others and those we long for don’t?

I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder for 20 years, and have found medication that works very well to keep me grounded, yet able to pursue spirituality.  I am generally happy with my life as it is.  When I see homeopathic doctors, they always mention getting off my medication, and it feels that there is an urgency or certainty to their opinion.  Is there a benefit to seeking the path on which to reduce my medication now that I feel stabilized?  Is there a way to do this sensibly?

I notice that I feel very angry inside after a few days of guided meditation? This happened the first time I took the 21 day challenge and I never thought much of it, but this time I notice it has happened again. The anger is manifesting during the day and evening. Silent meditation does not have that effect on me. I am so curious to know why this is happening. Any thoughts?