Possession by Evil Spirit

I am eternally grateful having attended the Synchrodestiny course; as the true context of your teachings came crashing down on me when I read the first chapter of the Upanishad from your bookstore. “Blessed are they who, through an illumined teacher, attain to self-realization” (Katha Upanishad).I cried like an infant, overwhelmed by Love, Knowingness & Bliss; an emotion I had felt only as a young toddler. In my childhood I tried to keep close to the source, speaking in my own way to Jesus and to my ancestors. I remember feeling Love & Bliss and I now feel enlightened with a deep sense of knowingness that we are One, united in the Universe.

However, in my quest to get some answers during my adolescence I have
ventured beyond faith into reality. If we are all “spirits with a human experience” and our spirits are inherently peaceful & good, then how do I explain the following?

I have been brought up in a Roman Catholic environment. During my adolescence I developed an urge to see proof of this higher “might”/ God as you like it. But at that time I saw no signs. Therefore I had set out to seek proof of God by seeing proof of his opposite extreme.
One vacation, when visiting my parents in Cameroon (West Africa) I enlisted to participate an exorcism performed by the Archbishop of Yaoundé (the capital). This was all the proof I needed and it can still haunt me when I think of it !!
What or where was this “good” spirit? What made a human convulse so extremely that one would question the whereabouts of his soul? Is this human experience you talk of really inseparable from the soul? And can a soul also prove to be demonic? How do I rationalize what I have seen and heard? What does this imply to the dark side of men?

Preparing to Write a Book

I am a 25-year-old woman, and a passionate student of spiritual teachings.  Since I opened up to Spirit, I have always tried to remain a grounded student, aware in the present moment.
I feel as though Spirit is guiding me to write a book. Currently written is the title, outline, as well as access and experience to all the information i need.  I guess the one thing i am lacking right now is belief in myself…my youth and lack of a university degree are my biggest issues.  And that really is impeding my progress thus far.
So, my question for you is:

If you feel the Universe is pointing you in a specific direction, placing the opportunity to share your thoughts and ideas – what inspires you – with others in written form, how do you know for sure? How do you know the best way to present your teachings to other people?

Time and the Dissolution of the Ego

Upon speaking with a friend about what I consider our true state of being, I stated that our true Being was perfect, as it emanates, reflects, and is in essence directly connected to God. I have begun to recognize that the ego, in states of dysfunction especially, is not the true Self. My friend asked, and I had no answer, that if this Being or Self is perfect, why doesn’t it shine through/overpower/ or transcend the ego immediately? Why must we bear this outer material shell with the mind’s accompanying trivialities and dysfunctions? Why doesn’t Being immediately or quickly dissolve ego? I feel the purpose of existence in this plane is to learn and grow, but that in itself doesn’t answer this question. I would love to hear your response. I have read several of your books, and we both got to hear you speak. We would both truly appreciate your insight.

Interracial Marriage

I would love to hear your thoughts on marriage between different races.

Being on the spiritual path we all know that everyone is equal, we are all connected to the one Divine Source and it is all important to see what is on the inside of a person rather than their exterior look. I am married to a man from Indian descent and I am from European stock. I have always tried to keep a high vibration of love and integrity around people that believe races should not mix but I must admit it has been difficult. Especially when some people hold very strong, old fashioned views and they think they have the right to express them. My question is, how does one live in a world where your heart and soul say one thing and society (loudly at times) says another?

Inspirational Overwhelm

I really enjoy reading your books. I find them exciting, hugely insightful, peaceful, and the words I read really resonate me. However, I sometimes feel overwhelmed when trying to implement the teachings into my life. I feel that to follow these teachings and still go about my day to day business is hard work. I feel like I have so many things to remember from your teachings and I feel down on myself for forgetting some of them.

My goal is to live from the level of the soul as much as I can. With this in mind what should I focus on most from day to day? I want my mind to be as clear as possible.