Soul Bouncing

I’ve been working on a new spiritual path for the past 8 months or so. I been under a ton of stress the past year and working with your books and CDs along with your friend Wayne Dyer, has put me on a new life path that seems so promising! However, I feel as if my soul bounces back and forth between levels of consciousness at a dizzying pace. I will feel great for a week,

and then one sharp criticism, or less than stellar performance sends me into a downward spiral. I’m able to work myself back up after a few days, but I always seem to fall back. I do my best to practice the 7 spiritual laws of success and to realize the oneness of the Universe, and that helps me until the next devastating experience. I don’t know if I’m growing or just fooling myself. I’ve been diagnosed as bipolar, but I’ve done my best to heal my mind with meditation and other things, however it brings me into myself, which would be appropriate for some, but as an actor and performance artist I am taught to always have my attention on “the other” and to be as reactionary as possible.

I don’t know if I should give up the theatre (which is my heart’s deepest desire) and resign myself to treating my soul and disorder or if I should continue in this cycle and just work and pray that I will get better