Unspiritual Desires

Relatively new to meditation, I’m still finding my feet. I do so want to discover myself as I really am, the spirit I am. Yet, I do have so many material desires that I want fulfilled real fast. I’m looking for miracles which I trust are going to happen.

My concern is, I don’t want to lose the real purpose of my spiritual quest while playing the tempting game of material acquisition, using the power of my thoughts. I know desires are never ending and I’m only human.
I don’t want to find myself lying on my death bed and wondering why did i wasted my ‘powers’ chasing ‘things’ that I had to leave behind.
Will I have the courage to look beyond ‘creating abundance’ after a certain level?