I wish to walk out of an intensely emotional relationship because I feel it is a bondage and restriction on my soul. But I feel deeply concerned about the happiness of the other person who loves me very much. How can I achieve both? How can I make him to accept this truth? Can I ask the universe to grant him every happiness and me my freedom? I really need both very badly.

In my life knowingly & unknowingly I have committed many sins, mistakes & crimes. But now I become very sad when I think about it. The past memories keep coming to my mind again & again so intensely that I feel like committing suicide. I can’t concentrate on anything else. Again & again I think about suicide as my past keep pursuing me continuously.

Do I have right to live more with happiness? Can my bad past be forgotten? Will god forgive me for all my sins & let me live my remaining life? Please help me. I am eagerly waiting for your reply.

First off allow me to thank you for taking the time to help me w/ my inquiry. I have been A Iife minister and spiritual consultant for 17 years now. I have always found connecting to the creative source and manifesting my thoughts to be a fairly simple thing. I undoubtedly owe this to all the teachers and masters I was blessed with since I was a child. My mission has a healthy following and we have been able to help so many people. One of my favorite stories is of an elder of the community who we took from a rat infested shack to a 2 bedroom mid-town apt. in 3 weeks w/out spending a dime. LOL. Its great. My problem is I cannot seem to manifest actual cash for myself. If I feel hunger I will faith myself a meal and without fail I will be blessed w/ a meal. I have never missed a meal in my life and live very humbly. I have traveled the world from Harlem to Hong Kong w/out once spending any of my own money. I guess therein lies the irony of my issue. I get all this done w/out money because I simply never have any. Lately I have wanted to invest and begin certain ventures and find it difficult to manifest the currency. I always get just enough for me to be happy; But I wish to do so much more. Can you help me?

What do I do when half of me wants to dive into yoga and health and meditation while the other half is still clinging to the easy, normal way of living? I don’t know how to become what I know I can be when there is still something holding me in the college mindset. I’m 29, so I still like to go out with friends on the surface, but while I’m out drinking I always realize that it’s not making me happy and I never have as much fun as I thought I would. To me, it seems it’s got to be one or the other – grow up and become a serious, spiritual person or give up and stay where I am… How can I marry the two sides of myself?

Question:
I am a 37 year old man who has lived a live, like many others, of ups and downs. For some reason I feel that I am very spiritual and that the road I have been on so far was necessary for me to become who I am today. My private life is beautiful. I have a beautiful wife and two daughters and a son. They are the most important thing in my life and the most beautiful gift of life itself. In my professional career I also go through some ups every once a while but mainly my profession brings me many downs. After a few years in a company the people who I work for start to see me as a threat. It has always ended in a conflict and every time I have to find a new job. However there’s a very strong feeling inside me telling me that I should go in a different direction. I have to share my knowledge with other people who struggle with the difficulties of life. I feel I have answers they need and I am convinced that I can help them into the right direction. However I have no such education that allows me to open a practice or so. I would love to quit my job and start my own business in order to help people. However I do have a family that I need to maintain so I need to make money in order to feed them. I guess I am looking for some kind of confirmation…. for somebody to help me in the right direction. Today I was writing my thoughts on a piece of paper and have been reading in your book afterwards. I was surprised by the fact that I wrote many lines that are in your book as well… so I guess my inner voice, my soul, was telling me already and your book confirmed it. That’s the reason for writing this letter. I do hope that you get some kind of feeling reading it and that you will be able to show me the direction to the path that I need to follow.