I have been meditating for some time now. This morning while meditating I realised something which has totally confused me.

I realised that there are 3 components.

1. Ego/Mind
2. Silent Witness
3. Spirit ,Soul or the GAP.

So we can live our lives through our Ego/Mind or through our spirit/soul/Gap. I realised that whatever the case there is still this “ME” which has the choice to live through Mind or the Soul. If this is true…who is this ME?

When I meditate , I go into GAP and realise that I with my true self, my Soul. But still there was this thing called “ME” which was with my true self ,my soul.

Is this theory correct or i got something wrong. OR the silent witness i am experiencing is my mind is disguise. Please help!!!

When you ask us to shift our attention back to the one that’s listening, who is shifting their attention?  Is the Witness shifting its attention back onto itself?

I practiced as an Architect for fifteen years and have been practicing holistic healing for six years. I was hoping some day these two areas of expertise will come together, but instead I am feeling confused and restless. 
I have been meditating for several years too, but can not seem to find a clear vision.
What would you suggest?

I have a very important question. My yoga instructor told me when I get enlightened, and my third eye opens up, that my psychic abilities , intuition ,and wisdom will open. Do you know of these psychic abilities? As a Christian I was raised to believe that anything psychic is bad and negative , that anything psychic and astral is demonic and should not be looked into. I’m worried about this psychic ability, can’t I just bypass that and go straight to intuition (higher self)? I have also heard that using the name of Jesus Christ protects one from the astral and psychic realm, and that these realms are the realms of many minds, and not the universal one mind. Is this true, and are there any other names that protects one from the astral and psychic realms?

Can you speak to the issue of passion and desire as an ego versus a soul issue. In one of the later chapters in The Path to Love you describe boredom as the suppression of desire, and yet it seems as though surrender requires putting our personal desires aside. How does one hold on to one’s desires without being selfish about it? I imagine there is something in the answer to this that would help me to better understand resignation versus surrender.