RESTLESS SEEKING

Occasionally, as I am now, I go through periods of what seem to me as great restlessness. Lately, I have had vivid dreams within which the messages repeat themselves. I am “antsy” and feel I am searching for something that is just beyond my reach. All I yearn for is to go “deeper and higher” in my spiritual practice. Could you please shed your light on this?
Also, do you have a book to on SynchroDestiny? (I was blessed to see you in Santa Rosa, CA, several years ago with my son and I heard Don Miguel in person, in AZ, many years ago)

Early Education

We have moved to US for a year project and I have 2 year old daughter. I am a homemaker and quit my job to take care of my daughter personally. My husband has got an offer to continue his work here on a local head count and I personally feel that my daughters education would be better back home (India) at least for the foundation years and we should return back home after the project tenure. I have nothing against any other country’s culture but feel back home is the better exposure for my daughter for her to know the home values and culture. Am I making sense? Could you please guide me if there is any other perspective that I am missing on? Please guide. Thank you for your valuable time and guidance.

Helping a Dying Parent

What do I have to do to help in the dying process of my father. I mix massage oil with some drops of essential rose oil and massage his head, forehead, hands and feet. I do it sometimes praying others in such a caring way that he sleeps like a baby. Sometimes I feel that he is getting out of his sickness (getting better) and sometimes I feel that he is getting in peace with himself. Please tell me if am I doing what I have to do? Should I bring him flowers and play him music?

Draining Guru

I joined a spiritual org in 2003. There was a strange incident that happened few times in past 4-5- months. I can literally feel that my energy is being drained by someone (I feel it’s done by the Guru) while i asleep. After such incidents when I wake up I feel exhausted, I don’t feel fresh. Energy level will be so low that I can’t even carry out my everyday chores. Would like to know what’s happening and should I discontinue doing all the practices taught by the Guru. I didn’t know where to look for answers, so turned to u. Are these Gurus trust worthy at all?

Love and Sorrow

I am currently listening to your audio book “The Spontaneous Fulfillment of Desire” and am about half way through and I’ve got to say I love what Im getting from it. Here is my question. In it you say that the non local intelligence is Love and only Love, and to live from the level of non local you need to let your life flow from Love. My question is, is the emotion of sorrow not the local intelligence and just something produced by the ego. I really look forward to hearing your advice.