I am following a spiritual path and your teachings along with Caroline Myss’s work have helped me transform beyond all recognition over the past two years. I am a totally different person in mind, body & spirit now. I have found truth.
However I am having experiences in my sleep that I can’t understand. As I sleep I am aware of my ears and my head buzzing. The sounds I hear are very similar to white noise that buzz on and off and my whole body and head feels aroused. It’s like a charge of electricity. I sometimes sense a light behind my eyes. It feels like it lasts for about 5 minutes and I know that if I wake myself up I will feel terrible so I tell myself to go with the feelings. Despite being asleep, I am observing what is happening.
It has happened about 10 times in the last three’ish years. They are good experiences, almost sexual, like reaching a point of orgasm … but I wonder if you are able to explain what might be happening and if I could enhance the feelings further (as there is a part of me that is frightened to surrender to it all.)
I have suffered for the past ten years with noise in my right ear, which I thought was tinnitus for a time but I now believe it to be an energetic block (it has improved 60% since cutting chemicals from my diet)

I consider myself to be outgoing and a dream catcher. I go for what I want and get it. Success in things brings me enlightenment, though when things do not always work out I don’t get too down about it. In life I feel that whatever you want, whether to be healthy, rich, poor, sad, or happy it all depends on Yourself and you are the guide to your life. Im starting to feel that I am wanting too much, without materials in life I find myself down. How can I be happy with things I have and not what I want?

I am a 24 yrs old girl. I am confused about my career. Actually I am not confused ,but people around me are making the things complex.
My problem is I have done B.Tech in 2008. And after completing it due to recession I did not get the chance to work in an IT company, so I moved to  Human Resources field (which is also great area of interest for me),presently I am doing a HR job and enjoying my work a lot.
But my problem is that, nobody in my family is happy with my job, reason being they think I am wasting my education, and I am earning less money what my friends are earning presently.
My concern is, excellence makes money, and so, if the work I am doing gives me satisfaction will lead to success, but I am unable to convince this thing to my parents, they keep on saying that whatever I am doing is useless.
But believe me I was never interested for a technical job. Completing B.Tech is a different thing, and pursuing a technical job is another.
I am sure that I will not be successful if I take some technical job.This is not actually my career, because my parents are forcing me to do something which I do not like, but I am emotionally attached to my parents, so cannot break their dreams, but at the same time I feel, that I do have some dreams for my life, should I give up my dreams to fulfill my parents’ dreams? Please help me what should I do?
I see my future in HR only, but my parents are not accepting it.