I firstly want to say that the clarity you bring is always enlightening. I have a question about synchronicity and manifestation. Approximately 18 months ago, whilst sitting in my car – a random thought jumped into my head ‘see if you can push the car’. After looking around a couple of times (my ego insisted) I proceeded to envisage the car being pushed by me… Of course as I pushed I put all my emotional and spiritual might into the perception… and the only way I could define the experience was; the complete and undoubtable drive that it would happen, leaving the ego identity at the door; almost ‘becoming’ the focus. After 40 seconds I released and the car began to roll. The second time I did this it took almost nothing to do. I have also had experiences with precognition in the casino…and other areas as many people do.

My question is, if one is trying to manifest or create something like, for example the jackpot in the lottery, from a deeper state of being – is it harder to manifest because there are more people that want it, or harder to manifest because the individual has to first conquer all unconscious and personal objections until they accept that they could actually win. And if so, where is the tipping point in the universe? Where the decision ‘sways’ so to speak.. Sorry for the long email. Thank you for reading.

I been so fortunate and lucky to wake up once and since then I have continued to be seeking… I met a women, my biology teacher, who let me feel different about life, energy and the whole universe. I don’t know much, but I’m seeking. 3 years ago I came from south Russia, called the Caucasus, to the USA. I quickly got married to a man 24 years older than me and have a 18 month old son. And now I’m trying to figure out what I want from life, what brings me joy and nothing really mach. I studied psychology back home for 3 years, that helps a little, but everything is too small, the world is divided and nothing make it whole. I’m trying to take some day care management courses online, that if I want to teach kids about world, but looking to reality and all regulations this system has….it feels like it will choke me. I don’t know where to start and where to go … to be a psychologist, teacher or something else. That’s impossible anyway until I get my papers done, but I want to do whatever I can! I’m 23 years old and don’t want to lose time. Maybe you can advise something. Please say what you think. I currently live in New Jersey, maybe there is a center where I can work or study or something else or maybe just wait!!! Thank very much for being and doing what you doing. I don’t know you or a lot about your teaching, but I feel you as a person who brings good. Thank you!