I work in a multinational company. My issue is that though I am well placed, having almost all that a normal person could aspire for, I am not happy, I always have a sense of a feeling that all this is very transient and as a result I’m  in perpetual anxiety not knowing about what.
I also tend to disbelief people (I don’t take  anyone at  their face value) and  I’m always trying to  find meaning in between the  lines. I’ve tried to consciously stop many times, but have not been successful. Help!

What I want to know is if there is really something called soulmates? I am asking this because I have gone through a very eventful life in this connection. For almost eight years I suffered from insomnia due to emotional turbulence related to a person I thought I didn’t know too well. I used to almost go into altered states of consciousness and feel pain at the level of my soul. I went through a lot in this period to convince me that it is true. I think there is some deep karmic connection of our past lives and feel I have hurt this person a lot and hence it is coming back to me.